By Kodi Li

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mentions of cigarettes

old gum nesting in the belly of 
our shared desk in third grade
your fountain pen with its copper filigree cap
(I borrowed and broke)


the first B I received in my reports
Mom’s citrus-flavored cigarette, the
silence, thin and glaring


my Father


page forty-six, the three lines of 
dialogue your characters said so you don’t have to 
which you deleted now 


unopened condom in my left pocket at
the end of our date 
late summer night 
we shivered under 
a single’s quilted blanket 
stars reeling overhead, sycamore trees 

Kodi is a Seattle transplant. They conquer SAD each rainy season with the power of cat (and friendship). They studied Multimedia Content Creation in college and began writing fiction in English during the 2019 pandemic lockdown, now they are working towards an MFA degree in Creative Writing. Currently they are procrastinating on writing their thesis novel and an itty-bitty pixel game about ghosts and cats. Their artwork has been published on LandEscape. Their upcoming poetry “Deciduous Trees” can be found on Moist Poetry Journal. You can find them @kodilinz.com.